Bhool jaata par..

Bhool jaata par tu yaad bahut aata hai,

Kabhi hothon par hansi ban kar, 

kabhi aankhon mein nami ban kar,

kabhi dil mein ehsaas ban kar, 

Kabhi khwaabon mein mohabbat ban kar

Kabhi duaaon mein khuda ban kar,
Kabhi fizaaon mein hawa ban kar,

Bhool jaata par tu yaad bahut aata hai, yaad bahut aata hai.

tujhe bhoolna bhi teri yaad hi dohrata hai.

You and thoughts

Toot jaata hoon ye soch kar, kya kabhi yaad bhi kiya tune apna soch kar,

Rooth jaata hoon ye soch kar, saari zindagi tujhse judaai aur doori soch kar,

Dil ko samjhaaya maine ye soch kar, wo khush rahe mujhe apna raqeeb soch kar

Pyaar nahi kiya tha usey kuch soch kar, raastey badal hi jaane they thoda door chal kar

Ishq sulagta rahe zindagi bhar isi umeed par, kabhi yaad kare wo apna khoya pyaar soch kar
Mein muskurata raha hoon ye soch kar, wo udaas na ho jaaye meri aankhon ki nami dekh kar 

Tu kahin ye na samajhna

Tu kahin ye na samajhna tu yaad nahi aata, 
saalon ka nikalana har pal yaad nahi aata, 
dil mein ishq aur dard ka toofaan nahi aata, 
aankhon se ashqon ko behna nahi aata, 
farak itna hai ki bas aaj kal mujhe dikhaana nahi aata.

Hotch-Potch Flight of thoughts

Hard to define what I am going to write but a hotch-potch of thoughts is tickling the mind. So many stories of life seem similar but each one has a uniqueness to it. Every pain and happiness in my heart has a unique reason, color n shades of vibrant as well as dead emotions.

Hotch-potch 1 - Sometimes an external thought can bring more clarity to life than your own wisdom and I have good amount of it to say the least (humble me!).  One day I came across a thought on FB (of all the places, can you believe it!!) which said sometimes we should walk away from the thoughts that depress us because we have no control on some things in life, walk away people that depress us because they have chosen a path of self-destruction despite the numerous warnings and hazard signs, walk away from anything that is disproportionately keeping your mind and heart occupied by its negative energy. Learn to say no to incoming negative energy. It helps to keep your heart and mind healthy and happy. It’s not fair to your heart and mind to bear others mistakes or misfortunes. Learn to put a hard STOP after a point. Helping someone is fine if they want to be helped but if someone just wants to scream that they are drowning and want help but still want to drown doesn’t deserve rescue beyond a rope and a tube. Don’t jump yourself as they may drown you before they themselves drown. Pray for their safety and wellness and move inside your own circle of life.

Hotch-potch 2 - Sometimes I feel my soul has been stolen and someone else resides under me. Whenever I close my eyes, I don’t see myself but the other one. It rattles me to the core but makes me feel happy, a wave of happiness and love with a sea of emotions all once and together start stirring me. Sometimes, the same feelings choke me and come out in the form of moistness from eyes. How can a thief enjoy such high attachment to my inner being leading to my own detachment from so many others? Not sure if I want my soul back but I surely don’t want to let go of the other in me. You moved everything and everyone from inside of me. A fool's foolish foolhardy.

“Jo shuru hi nahi hua usey khatam kaise karoon, aur jo khatam hi nahi hua usey bhool kaise jaaoon.”

Hotch-potch 3 - Who has more right on me…. Myself, whom I love, who love me, who have nothing to do with love but life has chosen me for him.

One's kids have a right cos it’s not his fault we called him or her to our life. But he needs a part of my life so that he can build his own before charting his own path. A child doesn’t know who, where, how, why….we know. We are his beacon.

Apart from that, no one but I have a right on my life. For every other relationship, we fulfil a need… physical, emotional, spiritual. My connection to you and your connection to me is a mutual agreement satisfying a common goal without any false or deceiving expectations. You shift the goal, you strain the connection.

Har dard, har pyar ki yehi kahaani hai,

Milne aur bichhadne ki yehi kahaani hai,

Flight is about to land and its time to finish this journey. So, till we write again.

Ik muskurahat zindagi khila deti hai, thoda khush raho yaar,

zindagi mein dhoop, chhaao aur barsaat aati jaati rehti hai.

It's always you !

When I look at you, I know an angel is inside you

When I talk to you, I know the fragrance of thousand flowers is from you

When I think of you, I get a smile cos of the joyful you

When I am almost asleep, a hug I feel I know it’s you

When I am sad or mad, I know the one to go to will be you

Someday when I am old, will smile cos in life’s good thoughts, there was always you…just you !

The mischievious truth

A: Do you emotionally get hurt when i am unhappy or you feel bad abt something when i deny you what you ask for
Do you share a emotional bond with me... wic mks u unhappy if I feel bd abt something. .

B: One day sooner or later when we part ways,  both will have their own journey to undertake. What will remain when we look back is what we built of the journey we had when road was same...i enjoy the journey as much as i can.. For i shall never think that there was ever a trip which didnt add value to the journey..

A; This dosen ans my question

B: Cos the question is wrong

A; N I don need ur diplomacy

B: But thats me then..u dont need me then

B: I have chosen to live life in a certain way n i live by that...


Physical, emotional n intellectual being the diff dimensions of life, people in life always serve certain dimension n add to your life experiences... Like i may be adding to your intellectual dimension of life..
We always connect to single or multiple dimensions with another soul...i always see what i can get...like other may see what they can..n when they both understand and accept each other's role,  the relation builds.


An imbalance or mismatch or fake portrayal only ends in accidents that leave bad taste in life. 

A lover's query - Will you forget me ?

When we are in love, we know only two things. Love and the person who we love. Everything else just fades away into a hazy background where realities of life live. No matter what you do, love will always be the only reality that stays with you.

Its a true blessing if you find love, then both of you experience love and finally live your whole life sharing the love day in day out. 

For most of the mortals, the third condition is usually where they falter - chance to share lives till death do us apart ! 

So, what happens when the love anecdote doesn't complete in a happily ever after. We usually are left with either a feeling of honest love with some pain and lots of memories OR we are left with a feeling of betrayal with lots of pain and "being used" memories. 

Cos in the end when we have to take separate roads, the question comes to "Will you forget me and was OUR love real?"

The answer in one of the my personal experience is "I can never forget you and love was a real as the air I need to breathe. You were the one flowing in me like a river of eternal beauty, bliss and charm."


The love was so real that it still keeps me awake.....still the thoughts of what he or she might be doing lingers every day every hour every minute. Finding out if their life still has you, in a little corner, somewhere gives you a larger sense of achievement and satisfaction. But then to save them the pain and agony you choose to display what you feel and always show a step taken further away, happiness in alternate way of life. 

Thou shall never doubt OUR love and WE shall never lose OUR love !

Leaving it here....my eyes getting moist.....the article looks and sounds incomplete....but then not everything has an ending or an perfect ending!