Its been long since i met her last. While we exchanged a few texts, a call or two, it never happened we came face to face. One one of the many trips i made to her city always thinking about this moment, luck by chance (nothing happens by chance) the stars aligned and their she was and here i was in the same space, me at my worse...a shabby t-shirt, unshaven look, sweating. anxious....and she at her ever so best..fresh, fragrant, smiling, well dressed, shining bright as gold, ever so calm. My eyes were stuck on her like seeing her for the first time, heart falling for her all over again.
Many things i wanted to ask...do you still love me, do you know i love you, why didn't you call me, how are you so calm, i am sorry i let you down, i am sorry i couldn't break the constraints i live with, i am sorry i didn't live up to your dreams, but you know i was never a liar, i was never pretending...what i did was, i just loved you and love you and will always love you with all i have inside me. The best thing i ever did in my life was falling in love with you. My heart still smiles every time i think of you, every time i see a picture of you. A little touch of you made my heart beat faster than i could breathe. I wish i could do time travel and reverse the clock and live every one of those moments again, every minute of it, every second of it ....and may be add a few more moments....one is never too greedy when it comes to Love
Sometimes i wonder how i fell so deep in your love, how you gained so much space in my mind, how i lost my heart and soul to you.....i became you from inside...forever....
Phir ek din mallika-e-mohabbat se mulakaat hogi, mere pyaar ki ek baar phir aazmaaish hogi,
kabhi lage tumhe ki humein tumse pyar nahi, samajh lena mere khilaaf zamane ki saazish hogi,
bas ek baar dekh lena in aankhon mein, tujhe zindagi bhar dekhne aur chahne ki khwaahish hogi.
PS: Divine is love, Love is divine.
